My school of thought has become paramount to my physical state. My perceptions have slowly become my reality and my reality is now too close to call. My prayers for redemption have been intentionally ignored as my major sin has taken me far beyond restitution.
Blasphemy; the most brutal sin that has ever committed me. My pathetic attempts to escape were easily frustrated by an ideology which i found to be simply irresistible. An ideology whose intimidating presence rendered me completely powerless, and whose pillars come in direct conflict with the laws of convention: hence its vilification. The blasphemy of my blasphemous ideology has brought me directly to the border of Hades and yes the devil actually does wear Prada. In fearing what i did not understand i was quick in trying to flee, until a closer glance showed that what was Hades for them was actually paradise for me. Blasphemy !!
I walk a tragic path of glory and a sad road of joy, a turbulent way of peace and shaky path to stability. I am guilty of aiding the messenger of doom and of accepting her uncomfortable message of mental emancipation. I have been banished to face punishment for my unforgivable sins, and strolled the land of torment seeking torment for my soul. But as i stared into the abyss and the abyss right back into me, there was nothing actually abysmal in what i saw, nor was there anything blasphemous in what i thought.
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