Thursday, March 18, 2010

before i wake

I am caught in a horrifying nightmare please wake me up, i just want this all to stop. My alarm is set for 6.30 and its barely 3.00 I cant bare this stress on me. I`m simply seeing flashes of videos and pictures of doom while I stand in a creepy room ... my mind starts to fume and at the same time the pictures zoom while in the background is a sickening tune ... somebody call my phone, I´m trapped in dreamland alone My only wish is that i make it home.

I see a mom on the floor holding her son, she looks sad, confused, and somewhat stunned. As the picture zooms in it gets a lot less fun, its now apparent what the bullets have done. Housemate turn on your music !!! Be loud !!! bring home a crowd. I just need something to get me out ... No such luck, the next video has a man in a truck in crowded neighborhood and it looks like hes stuck. A closer look shows clearly what he has in the truck, hes just waiting to blow stuff up ... Now this really sucks ... Somebody stop him, foil his plans, don't let him kill those little kids or kill that old man, but then my thoughts are interrupted by a very loud bang ... its over we lost it damn ... Ok stalker chic who always calls at weird times, it is time to show your value please save me from my mind, if you call right now i will love you and be kind but its hopeless i am hit with another horror find: Now I exit from the room and i am standing on a street, lots of people wearing suits looking polished and elite. But beyond the polished suits, the cars and the fleets, there is a very very dangerous feat ... I feel chills in my feet ... These selfish pigs appear to be robbing the poor, stealing their money like a kleptomaniac in a store. These crazy armed robbers in the light of the day, destroy the hard workers just to better their pay ... The street fades away, i see a barn and a farm, a burning cross, white robes and also a storm, the picture starts to zoom in and I start to mourn, then i hear peep peep peep, 6.30 saved by the alarm.

I wake up drenched in sweat, my bed is soaked and wet, I just thank God i escaped that crazy set. I turn on the TV cause its a happy day, oh crap breaking news: some kid got hit by a stray. Trying to avoid a deja vu i quickly flip to next: CNN: a thousand dead in an accident nuclear test. This is ridiculous i think as i start to channel hop, finally I am convinced that i should come to a stop, the story on the air totally brought me to disgust: people got swindled for billions by an idiot called Madoff. This is worse than my dream and is really starting to hurt me, at this rate i really doubt if i will live to see thirty, my nightmare has turned into a daymare dear lord have mercy